Well it has been awhile.. I can't remember the last time i actually sat down and read people's blogs. IT has been quiet hectic around here. I am back to having a full time job again. Nothign spectacular. I deliver pizza.. Wohooo . Its a good job for me starting back up school though. My boss will work around for hours for me. Which they are doign now.. since friday i fell down the stairs and fucked up my foot. I get to answer phones all night. Blah. ANyways. My friend wes has been over a lot and we are rolling some toons on wow together. Since i have an odd scheadule it's nice to have someone willing to hang out starting around 12 on a saturday lol.

Miss my buddies in VA. I really did like that fiber job.. even though i couldn't afford to live off that paycheck. It was a lot of fun. Oh and apparently HOttopic has deemed fishnets back in style.. so i can pick up some long lost friends. Anywho.. i think i need to go shower and work.. thought i would just say hello and hope everyone is doing okay.



R

My toon on wow is 70 now... for those asking it was Server Drak'thul i hae a horde orc shammy :D also on Thunderlord ally side

Life in alabama is starting to fall back into place. Got a job.. not a permanent one by any means but it will do for now.. shooting to go back to school this fall. We will see.. but anywho... time to finish some things before work

packing sucks.. almost done with the upstairs.. will be in alabama in less than 72 hours.. omg

wow rocks.. lvl 65 shammy WOHOOO lvl 37 lock.. wohooo!

new haircut is cute.. begining to like it. Now for the color addition!

oh where oh where is my money!

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Have you ever read your lj from the begining??!?! What did i realize.. omg im a sad lil goth kid.. hhahahahaa..

David Z .. love you and miss you :D
Jess . wow :D
Kristie.. been awhile
my creativity.. come back to me.



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Well, not much is going on here.. addicted to wow thanks to gabe and terry. My coworkers. Been working on the house. It is looking a hell of a lot better. NO one here to trash it and have me clean up the mess :D. I am excited for this upcoming weekend.. MARDI GRAS!!!!! My date is David. Been awhile since i have seen him. It will be good catch up i guess. The whole gang from bama is going so it should be a blast.. .and we are staying in a beachhouse !


This was a pretty good weekend considering. Played video games, went out to play pool with gabe, his gf, his brother and his gf. It was fun. Then hung out with a friend afterwards. Talked to chris.. looks like he is getting screwed in Roanoke and may be moving to NC. Let's see.. other than that not much else.. heheh except for one big item

MY BROTHER AND MELANIE ARE ENGAGED!!!!! They are so cute together :D Congrats to them both!!!! Ich liebe dich!!!!

anyways off to bed. well.. gotta clean up the bathroom first.

Lubs

So i have made the decision to move back to Alabama. :) Going to move in with Shaun, Talina, and Stacey.. in Huntsville. Just hope i can find my niche there. Will miss my friends here but really there isn't much left for me back here. So back to the basics.. school, small job.. etc etc. Yes i have internet again.. makes me happy. Wohoo :)

Other than that .. im out.. time to get ready for tonight!

i have conquerored getting myself drunk for less than $7. What an accomplishment!

Good - I get to see family next week
Chris is coming home
My kitties are cute
I have a job
Internet is on its way to my house
i can walk again without limping (for those who didn't know i fell down the stairs)
I found a new favorite finger nail polish
I am going to mardi gras!

Bad - I am broke
I need to work another job
I still haven't finalized my divorce cause i can't afford it
i don't have internet now
I can't sell my house until its fixed up a lil bit which i cant' afford to do
Some stupid bitch hit me sunday and the accident was ruled my fault. Bah

Summation- bad seems to be winning but maybe someday the world won't evolve around money.. or northop gruman will call me :)

Well right now things are pretty crazy up here in virginia. Getting settled in with my new sorta job. And still crossing my fingers for the Northrop gruman bit. I hope that goes through I really really do. Life would be great and back to normal completely> Good news for people who really don't care but i am saying it anyways. Chris is getting out of the navy general under honorable conditions. He is pretty stoked. I am very happy for him. Life sucks on the USS HARRY S TRUMAN. So it was good for him. Now I will have a happy roomie instead of a miseralb eone. And he is coming back and not finishing his deployment. So i won't be completely alone around the house for those of you who worry about me. I am hoping to be down for the Not ASMS alumni retreat. No promises but I will try. I prolly will bring chris with me. I hate driving all the way down there by myself. Anyways.. back to doing my shit on the computer before my time is up. Internet is no longer at my house and slowly killing me :( :(. Hopefully it will be back next week.

Later
R

So chris gets home tonight. I am goign to pick him up at midnight. He called me this morning bubbeling over with joy. WOW is all i have to say. Jason has been here this past few days. We have had fun overall. Played a shit load of halo 3 which now we are trying to beat at legendary. It may take us a few more days. I got a job. SO i will be staying in VA. My plan now to be revealed. I am taking two jobs and just paying off debt for now. My goal is to be enrolled in college by Summer or Fall of 2008. I am going to finish up my degree. then I don't know where i will go. Hell I may move to go to college back home. :) UA is a big possibility. So there you have it. That is my plotting and planning.

As for my divorce it is on hold now cause neither of us can afford it. How fucked up is that? I am sure he wants it more than i do. Because he doesn't benefit from me at all i get health insurance :D Plus I am sure his girlfriend is a lil pissed at him for not telling him he was not completely divorced yet. Im pretty positive she is now egging him on . :) I dunno blah.

So I made a decision. I am not going to tell anyone yet what my decision is cause honestly I don't want to hear it from anybody that i made the wrong decision. Thank you everyone for your input on how i should run my life. I am pretty sure at 24 years I am capable of doing it myself. If my decision doesn't work out for me then. I have my backup plan. When I decide to release my news of what is going on with me... then let the comments flow. But until then ha.. you will all have to sit here and wait.

My baby brother jason is coming to visit me. Maybe.. if mom buys his ticket. I can't wait to get some halo3 and just have him hang around. The 7 year difference made it hard for me to really grow up with him. He doesn't know me very well and i try and keep up with him as best as i can. It is really sad .. left home really for asms.. and never turned back. That was what 7 years ago?? Really haven't been around much for him. I remember him as a little baby *grins* he isn't one anymore :( :(

Chris get home in 6 days.. i will be driving to pick him up this saturday at this time :) It will be good to have my buddy back. It has been a hard month and half for the both of us.. and we tend to help each other get through it pretty well. It is just nice to have someone not ask you for anything.

R

My ex is trying ot committ suicide.. i think i am in for a long night

Not much really.. been uber house cleaning. I haven't seen it this clean in forever. Cleaned chris's car today it is so sparkly and pretty. It is a shame he is trying to sell it. Been job hunting so far no job... but have a few good prospects. Nothing that pays so well.. but ill live. I just need enough to make due. Both of my parents want me to pack shop and move back down there with them.. hell friends want me to do the same thing. Honestly i have my reasons for not going back.. and i will try my damndest not to. I don't think anyone would understand.. nor do i want to share. So really don't ask.

Good news.. my cats are off the crack. LOL


Bad news.. they were much more entertaining on catnip

R

So i have been up since 3 am.. Ridiculous i say. plus i am bored, nothing to watch on tv, no movies, the gym opens.. maybe ill work out.. and im tired of cleaning. I would be on my way to work right now.. this is the first day i was supposed to be back since thurs morning.. kinda sad. The guys don't even know i was fired (my shift). I really like my shift. The whole thing is bullshit and really pisses me off. Oh well. The job hunt is going okay. I should start to get replies back this week if there is anything available or they like me.

I could never be a housewife simply because it is too fucking boring. (shoot me)

R

So i turned 24 today. Honestly i don't have much to show for it. I don't have a college degree, i am in the process of getting a divorce, i just lost my job, and i am sitting alone at home drinking a nice buttery flavored wine. Fuck the candles, fuck the cake.. honestly I am tired of life shitting on me. Just as things always look up something turns for the worst. My mother says i have gotten through life well because I am such a strong person. I am tired of being strong, tired of being there when needed.. just tired.

I am having a case of the blues.. no one will be here for my bday next week :(

oh and im not coming to alabama.. no one i was going to visit would answer there phone.. plus its expensive

blah on you all

Depending on how you look at it. My best friend is on restriction on the ship.. but at least i get to play in his car for the next45 days.. well now 42. It is an BMW M3. Rawr. I just qualified step 2.. now on step 3 at work.. sucked today was my first watch and i was BUSY.. omg.. I was in the building like 30 mins. The rest of the time i was running around outside. blah

Oh .. thinking bout coming to Alabama for my bday. Dont' know yet. Haven't decided if i can afford it yet or not. will figure it out later.

R

SO i have had the past week off and disappointedly couldn't return home. But I still had fun. CHris got back friday and we went to keegans and got stupid drunk with a bunch of friends..then we went to the beach at 2 in the morning and took a swim. LOL we were covered in sand. Head to toe. Three of us that went headed back to my house and got sand all over chris's car and in my house. Saturday we woke up and bunch of us headed to richmond to see Voltaire. It was great. I wasn't feeling that hot before we went that was the only downside. Oh that and we were given bad directions and probably spent an hour and a half looking for the place. But anyways, we had fun nonetheless and headed home afterwards. Sunday I really didn't do anything i was tired feeling out of it etc etc. Monday i was pretty much sick the whole day as well as tuesday. But tuesday evening i felt somewhat better and when to the Wave with Chris, Everette, Cater, Bunny was there etc etc.. and we played pool, drank, danced. and eventually made it home Everette was our dd. Well chris got stupid drunk and had problems getting up in the morning .. suprise suprise.. and i had my own special i hate life this morning.. bleah.. but it was still fun. Anyways tonight should be Balls of Fury .. because frankly it would finish off this week perfectly.. then back to work tomorrow... Nights wohoo!

R

So life is good i have a week off .. chris is coming back tomorrow.. actually today.. new roommate moving in .. and seeing voltaire this weekend. Evan Parnell may visit this next coming weekend if not he will come up during columbus day weekend. Finally got my MGI bill in i dont' know if i mentioned that or not.. and to top things off i am enjoying video games again!! WOHOO back to killing things.. life is finally letting me have time for them again. I think i played the last four hours. It's kinda nice.

In other news... men also suck. Tried the whole dating thing.. i get so bored so easiy with them. I know its not fair to them cause they are honestly intersted.. im just well not. I don't like to be bored, and well few men actually meet my fancy to continue thing on a more lengthy basis. SO blah on them.

Anyways off to bed with one of my new books bought two today. Laura K. Hamilton's new harlequin and Kushiels Justice another good book series :)

So I am off for the next four days.. wanted to be able to head back down to al next week on my 7 day just won't be able to afford it. So maybe next month :) I am just getting my MGI bill starting to go through so it should be doable. That and if i don't make it down then it won't be until dec i will be able to visit. We start our outage on the 2oth of OCt. BUSY I will be. Chris leaves in November :( :( :( so i will be alone until July of next year!!!! That sucks. So peoples.. save up to come visit me!!! Work has been extremely busy. Hopefully I will finish step 2 this next week. Yay me and I will celebrate. Other than that not much is going on. Should be finalizing my divorce soon.. yay me. Other than that..i think its time to go kill things on my game!

Later
Rachel